Tribute for David?

I'm still in mourning for David. I cannot stop crying. i have moments when I'm okay and I'm writing my book"Lady M..." and then when I start writing a sentence, or a chapter reminiscent of something that had to do with him and I, i just start breaking down and crying. I'm not sure what is being planned. A memorial, a tribute. I'm hurting cause I think something should be done but no one is talking to me.

I hate that I'm not in LA right now. I want to mourn and talk to his friends but a few of them are giving me a bit of a brush off. You can't really tell over the phone. I call one of his friends, Chris Mann at Evil Angel, to see if something is going to be done. He (David) had just shot a film for them, one that has garnered a few AVN Award Nominations, and Chris tells me that he's putting together a memorial. I'm relieved. I ask if it would be possible if I can speak for him at the Awards ceremony, in case he wins the Best Director--cause i've spoken to two of David's friends and they don't want to -- and he tells me that if he does win that it would be them who would speak for David.

I'm just relieved that there would be some kind of tribute. The movie is called PURE and Evil Angel distributes it.